I I May Never Know
​by Kody Haas

I will never know what you have gone through. I will never understand the pain you have felt, the sorrow or the guilt. I will never understand why your anxiety makes you do the things you do. Why you feel you need to hide your pain behind your smile. Being too afraid to be your true self because you do not want to get hurt.... again. Because staying far away is better then feeling rejected...again. I will never understand where you have been. But I promise to always accept you. I will be your biggest cheerleader, mentor and friend. I will be your shoulder to cry on and your punching bag when life doesn't make sense and there are no words. There will be days we don't see eye to eye, there will be days when we are best of friends. And the best part is I love them both the same. You should be listening to sermon but you have enough to worry about. For now I'll let you sleep and dream. Sleep well knowing you are safe and will always be loved. Your future is so bright. Never loose sight, just breathe​ gone through. I will never understand the pain you have felt, the sorrow or the guilt. I will never understand why your anxiety makes you do the things you do. Why you feel you need to hide your pain behind your smile. Being too afraid to be your true self because you do not want to get hurt.... again. Because staying far away is better then feeling rejected...again. I will never understand where you have been. But I promise to always accept you. I will be your biggest cheerleader, mentor and friend. I will be your shoulder to cry on and your punching bag when life doesn't make sense and there are no words. There will be days we don't see eye to eye, there will be days when we are best of friends. And the best part is I love them both the same. You should be listening to sermon but you have enough to worry about. For now I'll let you sleep and dream. Sleep well knowing you are safe and will always be loved. Your future is so bright. Never loose sight, just breathe